Poison Ivy

3 in a row!! Poison Ivy...Drew Barrymore...ufff...Other than Sharon Stone she is the only blonde who is very very beautiful!

The crush

Another psychological thriller by Alan Shapiro..http://www.1channel.ch/watch-5362-The-Crush
I watched that 'ek je achhe kanya' by Subrato Sen in high school. He just effing copied from it. 
A great watch!!

Lolita

What a movie by Adriane Lynne. Ha always been one of my fav directer.  How childhood thirst can be so obsessive even at late stage of life.
A must watch for grown ups....
http://www.putlocker.com/file/ABDTEFB8QU8K0W4#

Yes, I need to Cry

I need to cry so bad. I have not cried since a very long period of time. I really do need this one. I have to let these out and be able to speak for myself. Why do I feel so old and experienced about all the things I see around? Nothing makes me wonder . There is n 'what if' moment in my life anymore. I dont get the tiniest sadness bcoz I dont have anything that others can brag about. The only thing I regret is not having enough things in life that make me lively, make me wanna live again. I will leave only if I see a cause or it looks like I'm gonna enjoy it. Otherwise, I wont waste that much amount of O2(just learnt on an average veryone uses almost 50 million ruppees worth O2 by their 65 th birthday). Good luck life making your way through :) :)

Home

A successful life comprise of two parts. One, when kicking the bucket you have a smile and say to yourself that you had a pretty good one and other, when you feel so logically i.e. you actually have done it. May not be to the mark you wanted to. There would always be things what you would regret, always be people you wanted to reach out to, people you wanted to thank, people wanted to have a coffee with, company a walk or people just to hi. You dont realize how precious it is until the last moment. People say old habits die hard. When you are in school thats probably why u relied more on the last minute suggestion than originally study. Exams after exam pass by and yet we never take any lesson. Then we grow up and have broken hearts and yet we have some "less useful" friends around. We break up and after years of misery once in a rainy winter evening realize we should have treated our ex better and she deserved it. Well its hard to take any lesson home as long as it is important. So we go on and do that again...ignore parents feelings and just when you realized closing your eyes for the very last time those all come back to you...40-50-80 years of your life in a single moment probably in one second. May be first time you broke your leg running in a green field.....first time someone had that shy look at you in a train while being back from boarding school....getting soaked wet and finishing the hike in a bare foot or hold your daughter in the hospital for the first time and had the feeling of being part of a great creation, a beautiful thing like that......We wait to do everything for the right time thinking we have all the time we need for ourselves. This is dangerous . Life changes in a moment. Someone you had a rough conversation with may no longer be there...you may no longer be there. Don't miss out for a nice and humble sorry. Nothing hurts in life than not being able to say sorry to someone you really cared even more than saying you loved her.....

Help to heal!

Its funny how things work sometimes. If you are in pain helping someone really heals your pain. May be you find how tiny your pain is after seeing someone else suffering from even a bigger ones. If thats the case thats messed up thought. But it WORKS. I have tried it and I think thats the only way can keep me out from my thought which just involve me. You find a big chunk of strawberry in your fruit smoothy its obviously not  well blended. Likewise unless and until you loose yourself in others you are not truly in love.

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I have made some mistakes in my life some of them im not so proud of:)  But one of the thing i am proud of is knowing you. I have had some friends for long time like 10 yrs or more. I talk to them every so often. I know whats going on their lives. Although we don't seem to talk often now a days after what happened after we hung out last time but you have a really big impression on me. Its weird sometimes people we know the least have the biggest impression on us....

A walk in my shoes

Watched the movie "a walk in my shoes". An awesome movie. Kind of explain why people seem not to care the things they don't. I haven't ever thought about what it would be like to step into someone else's life. All the apparent anomaly you see you can explain.

Best moment is at 55-57 mnts and one in the end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELvO68zE36A&feature=related

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Fugitive from life!!

I want a clock that go backwards

I want a clock that goes backwards so that all the people who went to war come back home alive and all the misdeeds weren't done!

When I will have a house I will buy one!

Benzamin Buttons

• It's funny how sometimes the people we remember the least make the greatest impression on us

• Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life.

• It's a funny thing about comin' home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you.

• Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.

Benzamin Buttons

And in the spring, 2003, he looked at me. And I knew — that he knew — who I was. And then he closed his eyes, as if to go to sleep....

All you need to know is in the curious case of Benzamin Button

Some people, were born to sit by a river. Some get struck by lightning. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people, dance!

Sounds stupid but I like this music (apart from the lyrics)

My Life Timeline and philosophy within

Personal life is a combination of 3 things...

1. Time wasted with people who didn't matter with the things that did

2. Time wasted with people who mattered with the things that didn't

3. personal enjoyment time-time spent for self pleasure----before knowing anything we start out as a kid having a good time....it didn't really matter the fear of being judged. But along the way I have forgotten to enjoy time by myself...dragged into the dogma of pts 1 and 2 trying to make myself follow their way (1) or make them follow my way (2). I probably will keep doing so until one day I find myself how successfully I have wasted my life. Probably its only then I will go back to my childhood philosophy and start enjoying by myself.

I hope that day comes sooner in my life!!

Guys vs Gals

Guys are selfish but gals are self centered---William Monyham (Debbie's husband)

A girls monologue!

If I could I would live my life over.
This time I would try to make more mistakes.
I would try not to be so perfect,
I would laugh more.
I would be so much sillier than I have been that I would take few things seriously.
I would be less hygienic.
I would risk more, take more trips, contemplate more sunsets, climb more mountains, ford more streams.
I would go to more places I have never been.
I would eat more ice cream and fewer beans.
I would have more real problems and fewer imaginary ones.
I was one of those people who lived every minute of life sensibly and productively.
Of course I had moments of delight.
But if I were able to go back it would be for good moments only.
Because, if you don’t know it, that’s what life’s made of: moments.
Do not waste even this one.
I was a guy who never went anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, an umbrella, and a poncho.
If I could live my life again I would travel more lightly.
If I could live again I would start going barefoot when spring comes and not stop till fall’s long gone.
I would walk down more side streets, contemplate more dawns, and play with more children, if I had my life ahead of me again.
But, come now.
I am 85 years old.
I know I am dying.

Jorge Luis Borges