Poison Ivy

3 in a row!! Poison Ivy...Drew Barrymore...ufff...Other than Sharon Stone she is the only blonde who is very very beautiful!

The crush

Another psychological thriller by Alan Shapiro..http://www.1channel.ch/watch-5362-The-Crush
I watched that 'ek je achhe kanya' by Subrato Sen in high school. He just effing copied from it. 
A great watch!!

Lolita

What a movie by Adriane Lynne. Ha always been one of my fav directer.  How childhood thirst can be so obsessive even at late stage of life.
A must watch for grown ups....
http://www.putlocker.com/file/ABDTEFB8QU8K0W4#

Yes, I need to Cry

I need to cry so bad. I have not cried since a very long period of time. I really do need this one. I have to let these out and be able to speak for myself. Why do I feel so old and experienced about all the things I see around? Nothing makes me wonder . There is n 'what if' moment in my life anymore. I dont get the tiniest sadness bcoz I dont have anything that others can brag about. The only thing I regret is not having enough things in life that make me lively, make me wanna live again. I will leave only if I see a cause or it looks like I'm gonna enjoy it. Otherwise, I wont waste that much amount of O2(just learnt on an average veryone uses almost 50 million ruppees worth O2 by their 65 th birthday). Good luck life making your way through :) :)

Home

A successful life comprise of two parts. One, when kicking the bucket you have a smile and say to yourself that you had a pretty good one and other, when you feel so logically i.e. you actually have done it. May not be to the mark you wanted to. There would always be things what you would regret, always be people you wanted to reach out to, people you wanted to thank, people wanted to have a coffee with, company a walk or people just to hi. You dont realize how precious it is until the last moment. People say old habits die hard. When you are in school thats probably why u relied more on the last minute suggestion than originally study. Exams after exam pass by and yet we never take any lesson. Then we grow up and have broken hearts and yet we have some "less useful" friends around. We break up and after years of misery once in a rainy winter evening realize we should have treated our ex better and she deserved it. Well its hard to take any lesson home as long as it is important. So we go on and do that again...ignore parents feelings and just when you realized closing your eyes for the very last time those all come back to you...40-50-80 years of your life in a single moment probably in one second. May be first time you broke your leg running in a green field.....first time someone had that shy look at you in a train while being back from boarding school....getting soaked wet and finishing the hike in a bare foot or hold your daughter in the hospital for the first time and had the feeling of being part of a great creation, a beautiful thing like that......We wait to do everything for the right time thinking we have all the time we need for ourselves. This is dangerous . Life changes in a moment. Someone you had a rough conversation with may no longer be there...you may no longer be there. Don't miss out for a nice and humble sorry. Nothing hurts in life than not being able to say sorry to someone you really cared even more than saying you loved her.....

Help to heal!

Its funny how things work sometimes. If you are in pain helping someone really heals your pain. May be you find how tiny your pain is after seeing someone else suffering from even a bigger ones. If thats the case thats messed up thought. But it WORKS. I have tried it and I think thats the only way can keep me out from my thought which just involve me. You find a big chunk of strawberry in your fruit smoothy its obviously not  well blended. Likewise unless and until you loose yourself in others you are not truly in love.

!!

I have made some mistakes in my life some of them im not so proud of:)  But one of the thing i am proud of is knowing you. I have had some friends for long time like 10 yrs or more. I talk to them every so often. I know whats going on their lives. Although we don't seem to talk often now a days after what happened after we hung out last time but you have a really big impression on me. Its weird sometimes people we know the least have the biggest impression on us....