I need to cry so bad. I have not cried since a very long period of time. I really do need this one. I have to let these out and be able to speak for myself. Why do I feel so old and experienced about all the things I see around? Nothing makes me wonder . There is n 'what if' moment in my life anymore. I dont get the tiniest sadness bcoz I dont have anything that others can brag about. The only thing I regret is not having enough things in life that make me lively, make me wanna live again. I will leave only if I see a cause or it looks like I'm gonna enjoy it. Otherwise, I wont waste that much amount of O2(just learnt on an average veryone uses almost 50 million ruppees worth O2 by their 65 th birthday). Good luck life making your way through :) :)
